candy's desk

“you’ve got to burn 
straight up and down 
and then maybe sidewise 
for a while 
and have your guts 
scrambled by a 
bully 
and the demonic 
ladies, 
you’ve got to run 
along the edge of 
madness 
teetering, 
you’ve got to starve 
like a winter 
alleycat, 
you’ve got to live 
with the imbecility 
of at least a dozen 
cities, 
then maybe 
maybe 
maybe 
you might know 
where you are 
for a tiny 
blinking 
moment.” 
― Charles BukowskiBone Palace Ballet: New Poems

I will remember your small room 
the feel of you 
the light in the window 
your records 
your books 
our morning coffee 
our noons our nights 
our bodies spilled together 
sleeping 
the tiny flowing currents 
immediate and forever 
your leg my leg 
your arm my arm 
your smile and the warmth 
of you 
who made me laugh 
again.

Charles Bukowski